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lovingAcai5244
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 May 11th, 2020
...See more Where do I start....i am in my 30s I moved back in with my parents after rehab. I have been clean and sober for 6 years better my life got a college education. I help my parents a lot with my younger school aged siblings they depend on me to help them homework and transport them to school and activities. One of my siblings is in high school, she says things mean things about my past and not having my own place. I feel as though I can't be an adult do the things I want do when I want to do them I have ask permission. It has gotten to the point I can't take it and I know it is time I get my own place. I know my parents won't like that and I feel as though they will try and stop me. Make me feel bad about doing it. I need to get out. I work full time, I've been looking for places I filling out an application for place. How do I tell them this without causing problems and tension. I have a boyfriend we been together for over a year, he talks about how he wishes we could be with each other everyday. He wants to buy a house and said I could move in when he does. He has been saying that for over 6 months but takes no action. I want that with him but at the same time I do not want to wait for him to do that to leave my parents. I want my own place, and not have the stress I have. He always uses the term one day. I feel as though one day will never come. I don't want to do anything he isn't ready for. I love him and he says he wants to spend the rest of my life me. I don't know if this is wrong of me to think like this but I feel as though that stuff he says lack meaning as we are not making any types of plan in moving in that direction. We spend one night a week together and I want more. I love him so much and I know he loves me. I guess I feel confused and how long is this going to go on for. Any comments would be appreciated
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