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loyalace9302
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PathStep 143 Compassion hearts371 Forum posts55 Forum upvotes64 Current upvotes64 Age GroupAdult Last activeJuly, 2023 Member sinceJanuary 26, 2021
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Anxiety with thinking extreme opposite things
Anxiety Support / by loyalace9302
Last post
 March 29th, 2021
...See more I feel tired of feeling worthless and overthinking. I thought my anxiety attacks have reduced and i am doing better. But it is just the same. I am lost in thoughts almost all day long. I don't know if its only because i am jobless and out of money or is it my nature now. I want to be happy but i only think thoughts how i can be more sad. I want to live healthy but i can only think of diseases that will make me suffer and die. I am always scared of what other people will say about me but i always act like i dont care. I continuously think about other people and how they Hurt me. I want to forgive people but i Just keep hating them more. I dont know what to do. I keep analysing myself and then get tired of it. And do it again. Its a cycle that feels neverending now.
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Unemployed anxious and worried
Anxiety Support / by loyalace9302
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 February 13th, 2021
...See more I graduated last year and am not getting a job since then. I am getting episodes of anxiety and panic attacks. I try to meditate and do artwork. But some days are just so bad that end up crying in bed. I have been crying daily since a month and i feel like am tired of it now. I feel worthless and scared of everything. I don't even have the courage to apply for jobs any more because I dont know if I will be able to handle more rejection. I keep thinking what will happen and what should I do. I get lost in thoughts and worrying and then another day just passes by. I am struggling to find a way out but nothing. I feel I am good at nothing. Now my mind says you will never get a job. I am getting scared of my own thoughts.
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