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lux2004
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be yourself, don’t be afraid🫶🏽

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Feeling a lot of emotions
Trauma Support / by lux2004
Last post
 March 24th, 2024
...See more Hi , I don’t have a good father-daughter relationship with my father. He used to be alcoholic, until i was 15. He used to verbally abuse my mother, and i always cried to sleep in my mother arms every night . Once we even went to a neighbour’s house to sleep. Also one day it got worse and we called the police and they took him to the station just for the night( because we didn’t filed any complaint, he is the only one earns in our family). But now he is not alcoholic. So we thats gonna change everything and all our problems are solved . But he still verbally abuses my mother, he is so loud. I honestly don’t know how to write what I’m feeling. All I want is a peaceful life. I don’t even want him to love me. I want to sleep peacefully. We hate weekends because he will be home. He always find something to argue. If there is nothing then also he will make a scene. I feel bad for my mother, because of that I have started to argue with him everyday, but I don’t like it, I don’t want to do it. We have a dog, he loves that dog a lot. Which breaks my heart to million pieces. Seeing him giving the love, care and attention that should have been towards me , is heartbreaking( i love our dog and I don’t want to hurt her because of my father). Because of this I want to leave my house and study somewhere far. But it is taking more time than I thought, I been trying for like 1.5 year. So currently I’m stuck here. I’m feeling a lot of emotions that I can’t explain through words. I’m feeling helpless, I feel like I’m in a cage where I get emotionally drained every day. It feels like there’s nothing I can do about it. I’m hurt because he is not changing. I just want someone to help me. If you read this far, thank you for reading
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Is being superstitious makes you have ocd?
OCD & Related Behaviors / by lux2004
Last post
 March 22nd, 2024
...See more New to this app, not sure how this workI l’m from a very religious background and I think because of that I have created this beliefs and as a result of that whenever I have some negative thoughts , I am compelled to repeat whatever task was I doing until I think of someone who is very positive. I also repeatedly check if the doors locked, lights are off , tap is closed etc. until I am satisfied. What can I do about this?
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