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Trauma Support / by mangomuffins
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 August 4th, 2025
...See more Well, I don't speak very well English so it can be something confusing. This year, at the beginning, I went on vacation to the beach with my paternal grandmother, her partner and my little cousin (11/12 years), we have family homes there and we stayed in one, my other two cousins arrived with my uncles grandparents and another more cousin arrived, in the night we went to the room of my two cousins the 5 together to watch movies, we all got back in the shrimp with the lights. on one of these occasions I was slightly asleep, but not completely, I was in the middle of my old cousin, I was sweating from panic I suppose or anxiety, I was very nervous, his hand went up to my partes intimate part, but then bass, so that I calmed down a little, for the self I was asleep, that night when we went to the other house in front I was in Shock, I got to fall only a tear, I just didn't know what to do, I didn't want to ruin the holiday I would create a very big family problem because of me, from that I do not let my smaller cousin closer to his a lot, although I had to approach and get in the middle, still he did not go to do anything I had to make sure that she was well totally, another night I lay in their middle He thought I was asleep since I always slept in everything, but I wasn't, I felt his hand on my low back and as he put it inside my pijama to my back, I was literally sweating, I felt his hands in one of my breasts, I was paralyzed and when I went I did as if nothing, then cry and cry and felt guilty Rare, dirty and hurt because I loved him very much, I hate myself to have love yet, nobody knows about this in my family, I don't think someone is now told, I just told an idiot who simply told me a lucky one because my cousin is very handsome, I am not a friend of her now, it really needed to let go, I don't know how to really feel about it.
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