Call me Eliska. I know my screen name suggest otherwise... 

I am really struggling with p*rnograhy, especially when it have to do with g*re and about anything abusive. 
I also struggle with maladaptive daydreaming, I genuinely wasted precious time on something that's just my fantasy. 

Those two issues have caused me so much harm mentally, physically, spiritually, and emotionally. 

I don't want to throw my life away just because of them, I hate that I let myself rot everyday like this. I want to change for the better future. 🍅

(I like to do crafts, watch films, and so on. 🤗)