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nads and maxs corner
Pen Pals / by maxisthebest
Last post
 March 3rd, 2025
...See more @iloveyouxx hii nads I miss you sooooooooooooooooooo much!! please check your pms when you can!!! pleaseeeeeeee please please still be active on here i miss youuu!! im here!! love youuuuuu
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welp.
Depression Support / by maxisthebest
Last post
 January 9th, 2025
...See more (tw: hyperemesis gravidarum, pregnancy, miscarriage, blood, hospitals) hey friends <3 as you all know, I recently got pregnant. today I was 5 weeks along! super exciting. i went in for an OB appointment (obstetrics), to find out if I was having twins and why I was losing weight during my pregnancy. we found out that I'm not having twins, just one precious little sweet baby. we also found out that I'm losing weight due to a condition called hyperemesis gravidarum (HG or HEG for short), and we found out that every time I get pregnant, I will develop this condition. the last time I had a miscarriage, it was due to this condition, since I was vomiting excessively, more than a normal pregnant female would (hyperemesis).  everything was fine, until I got home. my stomach started to hurt really really bad and it felt like I wet myself. and I was screaming and crying.  braydon (my boyfriend), came running into my room and said "holy ****, are you okay, whats going on?" and he pulled the covers off of me, just to see blood. everywhere. he rushed my to the bathroom as I was screaming and crying and just shouting "no no no". i went to go sit on the toilet, and low and behold—my baby. i was in excruciating pain and my boyfriend had no idea what to do so I just screamed in his face "take me to the hospital. NOW." we got in the car and we were crying the whole way. the doctors at the ER said I had a miscarriage and tey sent their condolences my way, prescribed pain meds and sent me home. so unfortunately, I wont be having my baby in october 😞💔 however, the doctors did say that there is a possibility of me having a successful pregnancy, so there is hope.  love you all <3 max  @ZeroFizz @SyriusSystem @Amymimy2711 @someoneidk468 @iloveyouxx @Macylou82 @MidnightMystique @Sebastion0o0 @HannahSupportBuddy @Selfloveisimportant.
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idk what to do. any advice?
Parenting & Pregnancy / by maxisthebest
Last post
 May 26th, 2025
...See more (Tw: miscarriage) I am so so lost. I'm 5 weeks pregnant and I am losing weight, again. I know that in my first trimester, I am at MOST risk for miscarriage. I'm terrified of miscarrying again. The last time when I was pregnant, I miscarried, and the doctors found out that it was because I was losing weight, instead of gaining. This time around, I'm losing weight AGAIN. I'm eating normally, I'm even adding more protein into my diet, since I normally don't eat a lot of protein. I also take my vitamins and drink plenty of water. I don't understand why I'm losing. I don't want to lose my baby again. I don't know what I'll do if I lose it. Does ANYBODY have any tips for me to gain weight? I'll try them, even if they're silly or seem stupid.
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Surprise..
Parenting & Pregnancy / by maxisthebest
Last post
 March 29th
...See more TW: Miscarriage Hi friends. (:  For a second time around, I am pregnant again. This time, I'm going to do everything in my power to prevent a miscarriage, as that's how I lost my baby last time.  I know this is going to be extremely hard since I am only 15. I know, I know. What is a 15-year-old girl doing messing around like that? I find out if I am having twins, or just one baby on Jan. 6 at 9 am EST. I am very excited since this is my first sonogram (ultrasound).  The friends i'd like to bring with me along my journey: @ZeroFizz @SyriusSystem @Amymimy2711 @someoneidk468 @iloveyouxx @Macylou82 @MidnightMystique @Sebastion0o0
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bro.
Depression Support / by maxisthebest
Last post
 November 7th, 2024
...See more why do i have to be this way. why am i a screw up. why am i a dissapointment. why am i worthless. why am i even alive. @pixierobin @iloveyouxx
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another "little" rant of mine
Depression Support / by maxisthebest
Last post
 October 30th, 2024
...See more I wish wish wish WISH somebody understood how I feel. My stepmom is bipolar (im pretty sure), my dad gets angry super fast, nothing i do seems good enough for them. I just came back from a mental health hospital (was there for 3 1/2 months) and today was my first day of HIGH SCHOOL. My great grandmother is dying of bone cancer, and my mom has a tumor in her breast and she doesnt get her biposy to see if its cancerous until 2 days after my birthday. My parents are letting me shave again, and i always want to self harm, but im trying to prove to them ive changed, even though inside i truly havent.  UGH.
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