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How to forgive someone who cheated
Relationship Stress / by maybeiam
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 September 17th, 2018
...See more I live with guy for one year now. We met on internet(7cups), he is from france and me slovenia. After one year of everyday talking on intermet he decided to came Slovenia and we spend beautiful 3 weeks all the time together. Then somehow i ask him to stay and i could see he wanted to. So he stayed. He found appartment and job here in Slovenia. I started to live with him. But I didnt tell my parents about him. So i think and first time when he cheat me he told me that this bother him. But at the same time he always talk to me that he undesratand that Im afraid to tell my parents about him. So I tought i can take my time that i really feel ok and do it. So it tooks little more time. First time when he cheated on me he slept at this girl, kiss her idk i know they didnt have sex but he told me just because he didnt had condom. I tried to hear why he did this. So everything he told me was he was not sure about me, he wanted i tell my parents about him, he also said i dont take good care of him. So i tried to do it better. He stoped talking with this girl he said he is sorry so i forgive. I thought i am better i felt it but i failed. After half year. He somehow did it again. I told my parents about him. He did it just three days before he met my parents. He told one girl he like her and that sometimes he thinking about breaiking up with me. He still think its not cheating because he didnt kiss her but i think just because she was little unsure. I had to ask him what happend and after 2 days he admit me that he said this to her. So it made me insane. I felt so stress cuz of meting him with my parents and at this point he said me he is sorry again so i said lets just do it and we will talk about this later. So he met my parents everything was ok. Just now he came ffrom the second visit from them. And we are just one day before we go in france for 2 weeks to see his family and do little trip. Im excited but at the same time im dying inside. Im turning crazy. I looked his fb constantly and he stopped talked with this girl and now he changed pasword of fb so i can see it cuz he said its turning me crazy and im not police so i look what somebody write him. And i know its true. Just i dont trust him anymore. I dont even kknow what to do. I feel like i can forgive him but at the same time i feel like i cant go trough this that i cant trust him anymore in 1 year he cheated me 2 times. it hurt a lot. I feel like looser i dont believe him when he say me im beautiful i dont believe him when he said me he loves me i just cant. But i really love him, i try to forget this but at late nights when he calmy sleeping im crazy im just thinking about it. And i dont know what to do. I dont wanna break up with him and i wanna believe him again but there is not trust anymore i dont feel so amazing next to him like i used to. But also i feel to weak to go away. I dont know what to do. I just i dont know. And i just feel a lot of other stuff just dont work between us we alsways have sex just when he want its never when i want it. He always give me pointless talks he will change. And ok he dont smoke weed so often but still he playing games all the time and idk i just i dont know what to do how to forgive and forget and try to trust again. I feel like he loves me but at the same time i feel im not so beautiful to him like he used to see me. He dont see me as so amazing person like he did. And i felt sad cuz im thinking about these two girls he did me this with to much. I cant stop thinking about this. Please help me anybody. I know english is bad and its hard to understand but i please everyone who read it if he can help me what i have to do to forget this and thats it. I wanna go on. It hurts to much.
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