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What would you do if you lived in hell?
Depression Support / by neatBalloon4555
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 August 27th, 2025
...See more As the title says, I live in china.But I really don't like this place. I can't stand its torture, and I don't want others to call me chinese,because I’m different.I will explain in detail the abuse I am currently subjected to. 1.too long study time I'm a junior high school student, but I have to stay at school for 12 hours every day. I also have extracurricular classes on weekends. All students are like this. I really have very little free time. I have a lot of homework and self-study when I go home.Damn it!I can only use the Internet for 30 minutes a day,Many others can't even because study 2.Evil parents This is really a very different country. For example, parents don't love their children at all. They only love children with good grades and filial piety. If you don't obey, you will be abused.And the most serious thing is that there are schools for Internet addiction in China. It's ridiculous, isn't it? Many parents send their children there. Internet addiction schools will electrocuse their children. Yes, electric shocks, violence, not giving food, and even violence. I didn't lie. You don't believe it. It's because ** disguised too well. 3.hard hard hard study Do you know the damn middle school entrance examination? **Use this to control everyone. After junior high school, you will take the middle school entrance examination. According to your grades, you can see whether you can go to high school. I'm being tortured to death by it. Everyone's mind is only learning.There are a lot of things to take, 7 courses, a total of 38 thick books, you must master everything, even physical education, 800-meter running, skipping rope, long jump, etc. 4.Brainwashed people I don't want to say any more, but brainwashing is true, especially after you come to **, you can feel it. There are still many things that I can't finish all at once. In short, this is my sad life. I don't know how I can live, because I only feel endless pain. Others are used to it, but I'm sober, but what's the use? My door is controlled, and I can't even use foreign apps, so I'm actually breaking the law now. I have no choice. I'm so desperate. If I can do it again, I hope I won't be born in this *** place.
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