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peachMap135
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PathStep 29 Compassion hearts34 Forum posts9 Forum upvotes17 Current upvotes17 Age GroupAdult Last activeApril, 2024 Member sinceJanuary 10, 2023
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This is debilitating
Disability Support / by peachMap135
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March 31st, 2023
...See more i feel like there’s not a lot of people who truly understand how debilitating neurodevelopment disorders can be. I am a young adult with a full time job and I can’t help but to compare myself to others there. Why is it so easy for other people to do their jobs? And live at the same time? I have to work to live but I do not get to do much living due to my disorders. I am jealous of the people who can do it all and not have to struggle so much. I don’t mean to complain because I’m grateful for what I CAN do but I’m just sad and angry and frustrated with myself for not being able to meet standards the same way that other people can.
No solutions
Journals & Diaries / by peachMap135
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January 20th, 2023
...See more Sometimes I feel so helpless at my job. I work to help homeless youth. It can be hard watching them struggle and seeing the negative effects of homelessness. It can take a long time to get them housed and they start to lose hope. Sometimes I start to lose hope. I love working with them but sometimes it’s hard. I don’t want them to have to go through everything that they are going through.
Confused
General Support / by peachMap135
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January 11th, 2023
...See more I want things to be normal. Nothing has been normal. I cant adapt to changes in my environment or routine very well. It makes me spiral out of control, and I don’t know why. I guess if things aren’t consistent then I can’t ever trust what comes next. It makes me question if the people in my life do truly love me. It makes me wonder if all of the good things in my life are just temporary and that everything is just going to get worse - again. I have no concept of what stability means. I do not know how to « ride » the wave of life with the ups and downs because I can’t regulate as I’m doing it.