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persistentBeechwood2877
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Personality Disorders Support / by persistentBeechwood2877
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 August 30th, 2021
...See more Hello everyone.. I've finally reached a point in my life were I feel like my mental health has completely destroyed everything. I'm hoping to share my experience and maybe find someone who understands and would also like to share their experience and ways of overcoming. I'm 24 years old and I'm completely lost.. I've had to start over from the bottom time and time again due to my BPD. I've ruined all of my relationships out of fear of being abandoned or not good enough. I've lost several very well paying jobs over the years bc of trips to the hospital from failed attempts on my life. I have no family and never really have. All friends have been pushed away. The past two years have been my biggest attempt at making something worth living for. I had a baby and a wonderful partner who gave it their all. I had a management job that payed well. I lost all of that within a month. Now I sleep in my car and I have nobody to talk to. I'm trying to start over again with a new job but I can't find it in me anymore bc I know as soon as I get to doing good something will go wrong and I will fall apart. If anyone can relate and wants to share their story pls do.
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