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persistentZebra1289
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PathStep 8 Compassion hearts11 Forum posts11 Forum upvotes14 Current upvotes14 Age GroupAdult Last activeDecember, 2020 Member sinceMarch 27, 2015
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Ever just get a feeling?
Depression Support / by persistentZebra1289
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 November 15th, 2019
...See more Like, "What if I just let go of this wheel as I'm driving?" And you get a bit scared that your mind just went there. Like, I know that things like that won't solve my problems or depression but I still have them. All the time. It was worse when I had my son but now that I'm financially unstable it's happening again.
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I'm back again
Depression Support / by persistentZebra1289
Last post
 October 20th, 2019
...See more I joined this app a long time ago when I was in a very dark place, and I'm back again. I'm starting to not be able to sleep from all the things in my life that are pulling me back into that dark place again. I decided to come back here after my life pretty much hit the bottom of the ravine again. I'm looking at not being able to pay my own rent, I can't pay for anything my son needs, my husband is angry all the time and we're at war because of our situation in life, and I can't even afford things that I need basically. I'm almost 30 years old I'm relying on my parents to help me take care of myself in my son. I don't have a car anymore because I couldn't afford to change the oil or upkeep on it so I blew a hole through my engine. And the 1st thing my husband did was blame me for not taking care of the only transportation we had. I don't know what to do anymore, I don't know if I even want to still be here. I look at my son and I ask myself, why did I bring him into this life when I couldn't take care of him? I don't have anyone to talk to, most of my coworkers are senior citizens and I'm ashamed to tell them where I am in my life. I don't know anymore. Maybe I don't even know why I'm on here right now.
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