I don’t know how I got the name “Philosophical Owl” with numbers. I’m kind of home bound right now. Dealing with lots of traumatic experiences in past 5 years or so. More before that but now I’m in a place I never imagined I would be. I’m broken. Having to see son suffer over and over again. I forget what I like.

I like friends. Right now I’m isolated and feel family and friends have a Amy son and me.

I miss community. We both need community. Maybe I will rewrite this later. Don’t know what to say right now.