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pinkBirch4110
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I'm not working hard enough and I can't do it.
Student Support / by pinkBirch4110
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 October 9th, 2016
...See more I am a sophomore in college. I have a 3.33 gpa. I want to get into medschool but I don't think I can and its really affecting my work ethic. I'm in organic chemistry, Orgo lab, nervous systems and an English course. All of these classes to me feel EXTREMELY hard. All require me to read a lot of pages (I think around 100pgs?) a week. English right now is stressing me because I need to write a book review and I'm HORRIBLE at writing. I can't even bring myself to read the book and it's just stressing me out because I need to get quotes and actually know what the book is about to write it. With all of these stressed I've just felt like why am I even trying to get into med school. I don't have the drive, I don't know how to handle my stressed let alone help someone else. I feel like a failure and I should just pursue something else. But going to medschool is all I've ever wanted and so I don't know who I am with out it and I don't know where to start. I just feel like I'm drowning and my friends are also just barely above the water but they aren't drowning. Instead they are fixing it and finding ways to tread the water while I keep sinking. Maybe I should just be a housewife or something except I'm too depressing to be around because I can't even hold a normal conversation with anyone with out fucking up my sentences. Ugh I feel like I'm worthless.
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