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...See more Hiii everyone. I'm thinking of breaking up with my boyfriend but I don't know how to do it. I know I'll hurt him and I really don't want to do that, especially since I know how much he loves but I have trouble trusting my partner and I keep finding faults in him and push him away. We've been together since June but I broke up with him somewhere in August because I had trust issues and I kept pushing him away. I knew I was being a horrible girlfriend so I broke up with him. He didn't take it well and I felt so guilty and bad about it that I kept talking to him. I told him we should stop talking so he could move on. I told him not to wait for me because I'm not ready for a relationship but I guess I developed an attachment to him and I do care about him, I just don't feel the same way he feels about me and I never did so we got back together. It was good for a little while but then the trust issues started kicking in and I became paranoid about him leading me on or making fun of me, although I doubt he'd actually do that. He treats me so well and he's exactly who I dreamed of having as a partner but for some reason, it feels wrong being with him. I don't feel happy and I keep pushing him away when he tries to hug me or kiss me. I feel so bad about it and I feel like I lead him on this whole time. This is my first relationship and I don't know how to handle it and to be honest, I don't think I'm ready to be in a relationship with someone. I was hoping someone here could perhaps give me some advice on what to do or how to handle this whole thing. Thank you in advance and I hope you're having a great day 🫶🏼

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