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pioneeringLand8431
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problems i have looking to overcome🫶🤍: not relying on external validation, beating jealousy

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My closest person is on verge of death
Grief & Loss / by pioneeringLand8431
Last post
 June 14th
...See more My late grandpas sister who I was very close to had an open heart surgery and she doesnt feel well, she is in hospital right now, refuses to eat anything, vomits, cant walk and barely stands, I stayed often with her during my childhood, she almost raised me, loved me more than anything and I love her more than anything too. She was always there with me during my ups and downs, I videocalled her and shared about my day to her everyday and she was always there with me. She was my closest person ever. Im so scared to lose her. My cousin who betrayed me barely visited her, and my grandpas sister who is in hospital worries that my cousin may hurt me again and is anxious bc of that. While my cousin just seems careless abt it? And my aunt defends her and bullies me (well im used to that and idc what she does to me). Im just so worried I might lose the dearest person to me (grandpas sister who is in hospital), she is so kind, she gave me her everything, and ugh I dont want her to die. I cry everyday, I went to hospital today and could barely talk to her bc i wanted to cry. Its 3am now and I cant sleep. I dont think im capable of doing anything, im sobbing now thinking about her in that scary hospital. I just want her to feel better and heal. My vision have gotten worse over days bc of this, im scared for my vision too. Im so sad I wish i could do something about this, but I feel so powerless and just sob.
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Sleeping disorder
Self-Esteem / by pioneeringLand8431
Last post
 June 17th
...See more I care too much of how im perceived by others and about my social life, studies and dissapointing others that i cant sleep. I have addiction to phone bc it makes me feel not so alone
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Social anxiety
Friendship Support / by pioneeringLand8431
Last post
 June 5th
...See more my cousin backstabbed me since 2024, she turned all my friends against me (whom btw i found her when she was alone). Ever since then i started struggling with social anxiety, i used to be very extroverted but since then i cant talk. None of my "friends" want to talk to me either, when i sit with them they change their place and etc. As for my classmates, they all talk with each other except for me, i stand and stare at nothing while everyone talks. I am the only student who doesnt talk and stays silent, it got to the point i cant talk to the teachers even. This has been very hard for me i dont know what to do, I cant even concentrate on studies.. even taking small steps is hard for me because others are used for me like this.
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Social anxiety in school
Anxiety Support / by pioneeringLand8431
Last post
 February 11th
...See more my friends dont like me, my classmates dont talk to me but they talk with each other, it got to the point i cant speak or confront teachers anymore.. it makes me so upset
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