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politeKiwi2674
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Married.....but questioning.
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by politeKiwi2674
Last post
 December 5th, 2021
...See more I am 39 married have a daughter. All my life have kept a secret which I beloved was I was bi since I was about 12. I have kept it hidden almost 30 years now. Often engaging in secret relationship with other bi/gay guys. I am really struggling to hold my life together nowadays. I am attracted to guys, I look at them differently now and I feel my desires taking over. I am currently casually seeing a guy and love being with him. I don't sleep well anymore. I struggle to satisfy my wife. I am ashamed. I'm weak and a coward, as I have never told anyone before. I feel disgust and deep hatred towards myself. Anyone else in similar position? Gone through this? Sorry if I disgust anyone 💔
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Help/support/advice
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by politeKiwi2674
Last post
 November 8th, 2021
...See more So I'm 39 now, married and have a daughter. Life should e great, right? Well when I was 13 my brothers friend (16) messed around with me and from then I think I was bi. I experimented in high school and then hid it away for year's and years. I am.now 39 and have had 2 discreet relationships with guys and now wonder if it is more than bisexuality? My marriage is suffering. Anyone else been in a situation like this? Am I gay? Please help
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Porn addiction ruining everything
Addiction Support / by politeKiwi2674
Last post
 October 22nd, 2021
...See more I'm a 39 year old married male who has always masturbated to porn since I was 14. It has recently taken over my life and now ruining my marriage. I need help! Any suggestions/therapy that might help. Please 💔
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