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powerfulBalloon9495
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Does it ever get better?
Depression Support / by powerfulBalloon9495
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 March 9th, 2018
...See more Im new to this but I thought I needed to try something new. Im in this ugly cycle where I talk to my therapist and feel better for a few days, really try hard to push those negative thoughts away and feel like Im normal, its like a constant fight going on in my mind and body but I feel like Im winning these days. Then I let one simple little thing in and it causes me to crack. I break. I cry, I yell, I crawl into bed and dont want to get out. I feel like a failure. Like Im a burden to everyone who has to see me like this. I feel like there is no point because it was so exhausting, truly physically exhausting, trying to get better and I failed. I stay in bed a few days. I wallow in self pity. I think I dont want to be here...I think whats the point. Then I try again. Its a cycle. Its a hard, scary, exhausting cycle and every time I fall its so hard to want to get back up. So does it ever get better?
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