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purpleCucumber5918
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where do I go from here? :(
Relationship Stress / by purpleCucumber5918
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 November 24th, 2016
...See more Hi, im 25 and my (ex) boyfriend is 26 today. We were in the process of buying a house together and he told me 2 days before we were meant to sign, that he couldnt make me happy and that we were two very different people. He suffers with depression and stated that whilst he was unhappy within himself, he couldn't give me what i wanted in the future which is marriage and children. He said that he didnt want to waste my time when this might never be an option for him anymore. Naturally I was devestated and I desperately want him to change his mind and spend the rest of my life with him. I text him this morning saying happy birthday and that I missed him and he responded saying he missed me too. I'm finding it so difficult and lonely without him :( I've wrote him a long letter with everything I feel and i'm hoping he'll pick it up in the next few days with the rest of his post, I just feel that he's thrown something away so special because hes scared of his own emotions The doctor has put him on the waiting list for therapy again but he had it years before I met him and it didnt work so I feel like nothing is going to change and that I'll feel this way forever! :'(
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