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What kind of woman should I be?
General Support / by purplesong
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 May 23rd, 2024
...See more Hello all! Thank you if you are reading this words (:  I lost my mom to an illness when I was 11, from then I lived with my dad (wich it's a whooole diferent story haha, but mostly on the past now)  I didn't though about her too much growing up, and sadly I don't remember much about her. I saw her suferring so much and for years that when she passed a part of me was relieved she could rest. But this week I have been missing her everyday. On one side, the unconditional love. To have a safe place when life gets rough to rest and to feel protected, worthy, cherished and loved. I grew up seeing the way moms look at their children and it makes both very happy but also very sad.  On the other side. There's soooo much knowledge from the femenine point of view that I feel really bad not to have. To have someone to look up to, respect and admire as a woman. I allowed some bad behavior on my only ex partner, that when I told some stories to my girl friend after we broke up, she told me that I shouldnt have allow any of that.   And I felt so very dumb and like I lack that femenine empowerment.  I don't know how to get that knowledge, how to feel stronger as a woman and what kind of woman should I be? I feel a little lost on that department and silly worrinyg to much about it haha  I hope you are all having a great week, 
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