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quietCurrent1234
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Trauma Support / by quietCurrent1234
Last post
 March 17th, 2022
...See more I dated this guy for 4 months, and in the first month he begged me for pictures and he would say if I don't send then I don't love him so I sent him them but that wasn't even the worst part he would touch me down there in public places even if i pushed his hand away he still would try, we had a-lot of classes together and he would always make me sit next to him and he would touch me and grab my hand it put it on his thing. When ever we would hang out at one of our houses he would make me give him head because I "owed" him. On our 2nd or 3rd month we had s*x and I did consent to this because he wouldn't shut up about it and he would make me feel bad, he would guilt trip me into doing it with him constantly.There are many other things that happend to.... I always felt uncomfortable around him but I pushed it away and I tried my best to be happy......now its been a month since I broke up with him and I constantly have flashbacks and can feel his hands on my body, when ever I see him it hurts, Im at a lost and I feel like its my fault.
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My silent voice ***TW: abuse, self harm, drinking, suicide, sexual coercion***
Trauma Support / by quietCurrent1234
Last post
 February 17th, 2022
...See more I dated this guy for about 4 months, on our 2 months after many times asking I agreed to do it with him, worst mistake of my life. He would constantly manipulate me into do what he wanted. I was very scared of him and worried about what he would do if I say no(like kill himself or yell at me). So I continued letting him have my body no matter how uncomfortable or unhappy I was because I was scared. I starting harming, drinking and vaping to cope evently I got a grip and broke up with him, its been about a month now and so much has happened, I wish I would have seen it sooner, Im only now realizing how bad this is and what he did. I still cant look at myself naked without crying and having flash backs. I haven't told my family because idk how they will react and with how toxic my family is I just don't want to cause problems.
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