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Relationship Stress / by reservedNorth2212
Last post
 May 1st, 2021
...See more i just wrote this out. do i send it to her? did i fuckk something up? please help. thank you so much. you saved me. from my darkest times. you were there, caring and loving, something that has been an absences in my life and i pushed you away. i can vividly remember, you crying over me. one of the saddest times i had ever experienced. “i just want you to be happy and okay.” while i lay there, heartbroken with no words about to come out. i will never move on, you silly goose. i love you too damn much to. i caused pain, and it hurts me more than it does you. it was the wrong time. i never have experience a “healthy relationship”. not knowing how to act. i tried my hardest to make you happy, but i have failed. i would do anything to see you smile again. i am still waiting for you, and i will never stop. you took all the pain and sadness i have been holding on to and listen to it. i am truly grateful you were that person. my heart told you things that i couldn’t tell myself. you took my soul when you left. you took the favorite part of my life, the person who always brought me joy. it was always you i love you so dearly much
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Relationship Stress / by reservedNorth2212
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 April 25th, 2021
...See more Hey guys! I am very glad and excited I came onto this app, all of you are wonderful people who has helped me a lot. Im looking for some advice. Me and my ex has been communicating since our breakup for the past 2ish weeks. Today, we came to a mutual agreement with no contact. Its very hard for me, and very sad. I do want her back deeply, and I feel like she wants me back, but she is very stubborn. She keeps telling me she doesnt want to date me, doesnt want a relationship, etc but still acts like she still wants me (mixed signals, yk?). I just need help distracting myself from her, I am hoping after I give her the space she wants and needs, she will come back. Is it worth it to wait around for her, or what else should I do. I love her so much and care about her so so much, I just do not know what to do.
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Relationship Stress / by reservedNorth2212
Last post
 April 22nd, 2021
...See more hey all, hope everything is going okay. im not really sure what to do. me and my ex recently broke up a week ago and i really want her back. we had contact all this week and more less the past two day. anyways, i just dont know what to do. she keeps telling me that she does not want to date me but deep down i know she does. i just dont know what to do. yes, there were problems causing the breakup. i was mentally is a screwed up place and took it or placed it all on her, making her leave and scared. i dont know what to do, i recently started taking medication to help my anxiety with is doing me a lot better. i just do not know what to say or tell her. right now, she is just thinking negatively of everything and nothing good! it was a 70/30 relationship (70 good, 30 bad). hopefully you guys can relate to what im talking about. is no-contact necessary? is talking to her necessary? im not sure and i really need help. i just love her so much and i miss her so so much. she keeps telling me the same thing but wont give me a chance to try! she also has been really short with me, i just do not know what to do.
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