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a twin soul connection has come into my life and ive been dealing with it now, for four and a half years. its a soul connection, that higher than that of a soulmate, whereby i feel my twin souls feelings on a deep level, his sadness, his anger, his depression, his pain, his mental health problems. its very hard dealing with this twin soul connection, feeling him with me all the time, feeling at one with him every day. times i feel like ive disappeared, times i feel so lost in this connection that i wander where on earth i am. times where i can really struggle with this... just feeling him with me can feel hard, at times. feeling his emotions, his mental health problems, ive gone through so much since this connection, its unreal, the amount of feelings ive felt from him, the amount of soul pain ive felt, the amount of distress ive felt. ive never known how to deal with is and i still don't. i don't think this is even a connection that can be broken. each day i sit here and i feel my 'twin soul ' with me, he's like another part of me. i wander, is there anybody who can give me advice on how to deal with it, maybe even how to lessen the intensity, i often think there is nothing i can do about it so i sit here every day and i put up with it. i put up with it because i don't seem to have much choice about it, i can't help what i have to deal with and i don't think anyone can really help me and i certainly don't think i can break it, i wish i could break it, times i wish it never came into my life. it was only after him texting me few years ago that i starte feeling this connection, if hed never contacted me this would never have come into my life. this is what im struggling with, twin soul connection, along with my own wrong feelings which i had even before this connection.
