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Number of ratings225 Number of reviews86 Listens toOver 18 LanguagesEnglish, Bengali Listener sinceApr 13, 2014 Last activeover 6 months ago GenderMale PathStep 3,435 People helped150 Chats3,346 Group support chats11 Listener group chats528 Forum posts2,973 Forum upvotes7,462

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Childhood Trauma - Healing & Recovery on Process - Need Help!

Trauma Support / by samc95xc

January 22nd, 2018

...See more Dear friends, My time in this website was quite limited, only 1.2 years at max. I wanted to tell you a story today what I realized while Im going through my healing. The reason why I joined here, was two folds one to forget about the memories, and two to help people. In the way well there was a lot. I just got bogged down with it. However to tell you the truth Im addicted to Porn, addicted to over eating, I generalize a lot about women, and when around them if they are not submissive or open or free to talk to, I go into flight or fight mode. I know I got into a lot of controversies, because I could not just stand and see girls and women be on the same level that I was in and I wanted to do all in my power to be secure on that side by adding more to my reputation and commitment even if that meant at their cost. Ive done a lot of errors during my time here, exploited a lot of factors, and wanted to make a great deal of change, in short time. But well we all know what happened. Im sorry for all things that Ive done. However this post is not about my time in 7cups. But it is about the things that shaped my world view and that I would need your help in a recovery, that I would needing your help as you can help me by praying for me. My ChildHood! Background: Mom lost another twin who was born with me, she was shell shocked and I dont think she has recovered fully, I had a lot complications at birth, so my dad and mom spent their savings and sacrificed everything to save me. Honestly I could say that because of me from a decent middle class family they became close to being broke. They sacrificed not only financially but also socially by giving me entire of their attention. Prelude: I was a late learner, I loved to live in my own world, I use to go to school, same school as my moms and would just play in my own world for 6 hours each day! No Classwork, never. Teachers would punish me, scold me or beat me and then tell my mom and who will do the same. Disciplinary Sessions: So every day, we used to have disciplinary homework sessions where most of the time my mom and sometimes my dad, both would sit w and I would just get beaten, while doing my homework. Every single day! Normal people gets scolded or grounded at first they did not have impact on me, or they came as bundles, they were no punishment. They were usual. Let me describe it more for you! It would stand off with a simple slapping across, ear pulling and twisting, and then they would get their instruments or would just ask me to get it for them all while doing my homework and classwork. Then as Im getting literally beaten, things would be thrown at me And oh yes I cannot defend myself. It would just repeat, I would be standing next to a wall and they the throwing will continue. I cannot scream, shout or cry, I was not allowed to, because If I do that it wont just affect my punishment, even repeated begging did not help at all. Then came the hard part, I would be told to be in a Human Chair Position (well you just have to stand like you are sitting in a chair, without an actual chair) for at least 10 minutes and they I was supposed to do 100 ear pulled squats with speed and accuracy. And ya the belting and others beatings just kept on continuing just to keep my physical punishment of the Human Chair and Squats going. Sometimes I would naked while all this happened. The easy way out of these was to vomit, which I would do, they would take me to the bathroom where I can do in the floor which sometimes I would be forced to lick. Then when everything was over I would either be locked in a dark terrace or a dark balcony for sometimes. Or I would be locked with the two main gates of my house lights turned on, for neighbors to see. Addition: Verbal abuse & threatening well lets not talk about it, there was a lot, but nothing compared to scars on this side of the pain. Two of them I remember: One, my mom told me that Im a disgrace to sacred womb of women. No there was not fixed date or year that it happened in, it was a reality for me for quite a long year that I know. There was another incident where my Dad would beat me with a hard rubber pipe and in some areas where it fell on my naked body (only I was allowed to wear my underpants) it would become purple. Final note: They have changed a lot, and they have forgotten it, I dont want to remind them, I dont want you to hate them, I just need healing from all of these, which is why Im asking you all to pray for me please. My Physiatrist gave up on me. Presently Im working with two awesome priests, by Gods grace, who are amazing. My intention of this post is not to victimize them or preach hatred, no they were pretty amazing at times, we went for tours and this and that and so much, well we all have our good and bad times. I just need your prayers. I want to overcome my porn and all the other addictions of my life and I want to live my life as a good human being and as a good Christian, Ive forgiven my parents somewhat and Im trying to do it more. I need your prayers for that. We have to become like Jesus, we all have our crosses, that is pretty daam hard, but Im sure God will give us the strength to bear it all. Hugs! Sam Jesus loves you all! @Laura @Glen And all the others who wants to read it. Thank you so very much! God bless you all! edited by dancingRainbow45 To comply with guidelines of community to avoid triggering others

[Title Edited] A Christian Perspective on the Question: Does God Exist?

Depression Support / by samc95xc

July 9th, 2016

...See more [Introductory note added by Anomalia - this post is written as one person's views/perspective on their religion and should not be taken to push beliefs on others, merely to express this person's thoughts. 7 Cups is not religiously based and welcomes people of all faiths as well as those who do not believe in a higher power at all] Dear brothers and sisters in Jesus Christ In the beginning I thank God the Father for sharing with me what I am going to share with you now. Hallelujah Friends, in Christ Jesus I thank you all for coming to read my letter to you, in this letter I want to share with you one of the greatest confusion that Satan is trying to create among us. In schools and colleges and in other debatable areas I have seen such topic came into existence that Does God Exist? Or to add more to it Which is the one true God? Later why should we worship someone whom we have not seen felt or known? Why not believe in ourselves only? Does God exist? Yes to tell you the truth, as you know I only speak the truth in the name of Jesus Christ when I am writing to you, that God exists. But to understand that one must make some effort and love someone, deeply. And we know, For God is love and to love God one has to love one another and vice versa. [https://ofhisgloryblog.wordpress.com/2016/05/20/you-are-called-to-lead/180493-2-1-2/] [https://ofhisgloryblog.wordpress.com/2016/05/11/everything-starts-with-humility/15717634792_2e57bf3eae_b-2/] So once you have done that, once you have put someone before you and loved that person more than your own self , you my friend will know why God created us, and thus you will know that God is love. Now which one is the true God? Yes I know there are man made Gods who have been solely created for the purposes of earning money from them. But to them I tell you, judgment will come upon you and it will come harshly, for the God who have created you, not gave you any right to create another false image or idol and falsely proclaim that it is God among your people, so as you earn your living on the works (if any) by any means you perform on the name of that God. And to all of you who are reading my friends in the name of Jesus Christ I tell you that God gives peace, God shares Love, God is one who is patient. It is he who is the source of all knowledge, wisdom, science,arts commerce . It is he who has created them and have sent it to us so as to improve the quality of our lives. And that God is in 3 persons , the Father almighty, our Father, who sits on the throne at heaven, it is he who has created all things with his own word with the power of the Holy Spirit, keeping his first born son Jesus Christ as witness. Then comes Jesus Christ the only begotten Son, who came to earth leaving his Kingdom, so that the sins which the world was full off, the death that came with that sin, can be removed, and that all creation, all who believes in him can have eternal life, and can never die. Then comes the Holy Spirit, the same Spirit which created the world by the world of God the Father, the same Spirit which raised Jesus Christ from death, the same Spirit which gives us all knowledge,hope , faith wisdom, love and everything that we need to live righteously in the Glory of God. So this is God, that God who Created us with all his power, who Loved us to the point of dying on a cross just to save us and who Blessed us so that we can know him better, and imitate his life so that we can become the children of the Father almighty again, despite of our sinful past. Now coming to the point of why should we worship someone whom we have not seen or felt? Friend do not be like Thomas the Apostle, who said to Jesus that until I see marks on your hands and chest I wont believe that you have risen from the dead. For Jesus came in front of Him and just showed him his marks and said you have seen me that is why you believe , but blessed are those who havent seen, yet believed. For Jesus is telling you the same thing now to you, through my letter, for my conscience bears witness that Im telling the truth, that these words are of our Father in heaven, I am just writing, for it is Father who is sharing with us the story of his Glorified son, with the power of the Holy Spirit. Amen. [https://ofhisgloryblog.wordpress.com/2016/05/25/does-god-exists/12524117_1025543334177922_5926536508070110474_n/] [https://ofhisgloryblog.wordpress.com/2016/05/25/does-god-exists/12744004_1015899691808953_376936615571220010_n/] Lastly it is true we should believe in ourselves for we are also created by God, but we should not love ourselves more than we love God. For then we are trying to take the position of God in our lives. And by doing so we are blocking the very grace of the sacrifice that Jesus Christ has performed for us by by dying on the cross. Now I wont tell you that God will leave you, for I do not know what God will do if you do this, but Im sure if we do this we are leaving God. And then if and when we are attacked by the evil one, we wont be able to resist ourselves against the tyranny of sin, and death, for death being the fruit of sin. And it will destroy you one by one, friends I can tell you these from my own personal experience. But at the moment we will bow down on our knees, humble for we have lost everything, praying to God, saying that God save me now you alone are my refuge. That is the moment when we are letting God in our lives, we are giving Jesus Christ the burden of out Cross with which he will die, again so that our shoulders can be free, that we can too live freely, just as God the father intended. So that when Christ rises from death, death from the burden of our sins, we are risen to into living beings again. Friends I can tell you all this because I was dead too, it was Jesus Christ who has made me alive and have given me eternal life, for even if I die now, my I have life, for I know that after this our exile we will see the Kingdom of Light, the Kingdom of Heaven, God Kingdom, where our King Jesus Christ will reign over us, by the authority of God the Father, in the power of the Holy Spirit, with mother marry and all the saints and angels forever and ever. AMEN. HALLELUJAH GOD BLESS YOU MY DEAR FRIENDS.

Hey All!

Journals & Diaries / by samc95xc

March 2nd, 2016

...See more Hey all, After a long long time, I'm using this platform to share one of the things which happend to me recently. Some of you know my story, on how and why I came and joined this site back 2014. One of major reason for me being here was trying to give back what I got when I went through my rebaptism, yes thats what I would like to call it, "because before that I was lost, after that I was found" , "that seed of love, that seed of Jesus, nothing more, its just a hope, a seed of purity, in me" Every year on 1st of March comes to me as a special grace after 1st March 2013, the day which litereraly changed me. Now I'm of flesh and blood, and anyone who is of flesh and blood does sins, so do I. No matter how hard I try, it seems I fail all the time. The news came to me today, that maybe I was on the list of person whos feet will be washed on Maundy Thursday. Its came to me as a shock and as a miracle you know, one because I'm just 20 and in my life, I've come across anyone who is of my age who got this honor and two that I'm a sinner, yet Jesus my Christ, how can choose me out of the dirt and say I'll wash you? Maybe thats how amazing grace works! Maybe it is what he wants! I'm amazed in the aura you know, the only realization which I got after that was That I'm a just a human, and he is the God! So here I am, for I am no one, if we are not in union! Anyways lastly I want to end this telling that I came across a website, I really don't know about it much, but the radio out there is quite powerful, it plays amazing songs you know. Check it out if you want to! (Please I am not at all connected with them so don't think this is a promotion thing) Its just what I wanted to share with you all! Hugs! Sam

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