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selfconfidentTriangle3354
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PathStep 21 Compassion hearts88 Forum posts16 Forum upvotes19 Current upvotes19 Age GroupAdult Last activeOctober, 2024 Member sinceFebruary 4, 2018
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Someone who loves art, has cptsd, severe anxiety and is currently disabled physically too.

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Trauma Support / by selfconfidentTriangle3354
Last post
 August 28th, 2024
...See more I haven’t been in here in a while, been doing my best, I finally accomplished some goals but they haven’t gotten me where i thought I would be. Lately the trauma just keeps coming. Betrayal. Abandonment. People triggering old traumas non-stop. I have to remind myself to breathe, force myself to eat. I have physical issues and chronic severe pain that makes me disabled on too of my cptsd. I’m trying to find work because i want to work. I’m trying to find therapy. I’m trying to get through my day without it being overrun by unwanted thoughts. I’m very lonely. I’m trying to make more friends in the area but it isn’t easy because people take a while to open up and get close with, I’m disabled, and very broke. I’m still trying though. I’m digging my heels in even though honestly i want to give up most of the time. I’m not sure i even know how to give up? I need to do better than i am, though. Doctor visit for back and possibly to get prescribed low dose naltrexone for my cptsd. Let’s hope all goes well. I’m scared guys. Thanks for being here with me.
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Hi, kinda scared to post
Disability Support / by selfconfidentTriangle3354
Last post
 May 4th, 2023
...See more I have been disabled for seven years. I don’t have a diagnosis that anyone seems to accept when I say I am disabled but my back went from one slipped disc to three right before I moved across several states (despite finally finding an excellent osteopath where i used to live who was committed to me getting better) by car and seems to be getting worse. Scoliosis, which I did not have before this. My cptsd is inflamed because of being emotionally and sometimes physically abused by my last carers who I was with for six years. It may even be the crux of why I started not healing? I have had doctors and other medical staff not believe me so many times. I fear going to hospitals and doctors, and yet I desperately need their help. I have even had close friends accuse me of making it all up so I could just live off my family, which is not what I want at all as they are emotionally abusive. It is wrecking my relationship due to needing so much care and not having funding to afford to pay for it. 10/10 would not recommend. And I don’t want to feel that way. Healing and having care shouldn’t be this hard. Sorry, a lot to unpack. This is the first disabled space other than cptsd specific groups I have ever felt safe sharing in.
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35 & Over Community / by selfconfidentTriangle3354
Last post
 March 7th, 2023
...See more Been a weird day. Lots of good, definitely some very bad. Trying to stick to thinking of the good. It is hard to battle with my own mind sometimes. It’s not like I don’t want to think of the good. Here’s to attempting to retrain your brain. Positive thinking doesn’t solve everything but it definitely helps and I want more of it in my life.
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