tired of being used abused and not cared about.. even just looking for someone to care only makes me feel worse along the way it’s been 100% negative so far and 0% positive.. 

31 years looking….

still at only 1 person who cares… and he’s in texas and married and busy taking care of his family and even then still tries his best… an angel and like an older brother kinda... i feel bad and don’t want to keep taking from him because he’s complete and doesn’t need anything from me so i feel like a leech that i can’t do anything for him so still trying to find someone can give and receive from but i do hope can be like him one day…