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sensitiveShade5337
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PathStep 413 Compassion hearts22,995 Forum posts3,497 Forum upvotes7,242 Current upvotes7,242 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2026 Member sinceFebruary 9, 2016
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Poetry Corner
Mindfulness Center / by sensitiveShade5337
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 March 28th, 2021
...See more Hello lovely people of mindfulness community! For those that don't know me I'm Shade! As you see this is the Poetry Corner ,for you to write your poems. The idea behind this happened suddenly after me thinking of writing a poem for minfulness while being in a minfulness discussion :D This is the poem I made up with some cool changes that happened while showing it to @soulsings ''Feel, breathe stay here with the mindfulness you hear. Let your past go and keep the moments of the present near The Soul of all will always be here to make you feel heard, Listening so closely to you, and joining and allowing you to feel joy.'' You have a poem that would like to share and make people inspired? Post down below! But please I would like you to be appropriate and if it has a curse word please phrase it in a different way or use this -> * <-. Thank you! Tagging some people; @soulsings @RumpleSteeleSkin @SujayPai @PassionatePeyton @EmunahHere @ASilentObserver @SunFern @compassion4you14 @peppermintlove @wonderfulPumpkin71
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My trauma? Idk
Trauma Support / by sensitiveShade5337
Last post
 June 28th, 2018
...See more Hi everyone I don't feel safe enough to share the whole story in here and I don't know when will that happen. I'm scared and worried.. I'm sorry If I'm too bad or rude or anything with you I apologize.. I know that everyone hates me..
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Idk why I want to say that
Trauma Support / by sensitiveShade5337
Last post
 June 25th, 2017
...See more I got to learn I have trauma and that I expect people to heal my trauma. Well I wasnt sure if i had trauma bc i dont like say things that maybe are not true and I dont really expect people to heal my trauma cause thats not gonna happen. But Im really afraid of losing people so when things like being in trouble or being blocked are happening, is making me feel rejected and l get angry and sad with myself but I usually tend to put that out to people. Its getting worse most of the times bc Im losing control of myself. I dont know if that has to do with my trauma and I get really confused at times when Im trying to realize what has been going on and from where it comes from. I feel bad and sorry for my behavior but I know that people cannot forgive me and that hurts me. I then feel the need to do something to fix that so I apologize again and again, but people still dont want to talk to me dont want to see me so thats even more painful. I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do but all I do is eating all these and putting them inside and dont let them go outside. Until I feel so full that I explode.
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Final exams
Student Support / by sensitiveShade5337
Last post
 February 22nd, 2018
...See more Not sure where I'm supposed to write that.. My final exams are starting next Wednesday and I'm so freaking anxious about it. I know I will fail and won't pass and it hurts me knowing that but I know if I won't pass everything will end so prob my life too..
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Depression sucks.. (trigger warning)
Depression Support / by sensitiveShade5337
Last post
 May 6th, 2017
...See more Hi I don't know if this post can be written here.. Depression is destroying my life.. 😭😭😭 I have started not enjoying things I used to enjoy.. My life sucks at the moment and it feels like it will never get better.. no one understands how I feel. I see people being happy and thinking why do I have to be so sad and thinking of suicide?! It sucks. I pushed people away with my behavior without understanding what I was doing. I lost my friends and pretty much I'm all alone fighting depression fighting to be alive. I live for my dreams! If there's 1% that made it then I can do it too but it's so hard having no support in your everyday life. (Im really sorry if anyone got triggered)
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