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shinnieyo
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call me shinnie <3


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stop this train

i want to get off and go home again

i can't take the speed it's moving in

i know i can't

but honestly, won't someone stop this train?

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sudden numbness
Anxiety Support / by shinnieyo
Last post
 May 4th, 2024
...See more i spent the last month, especially the last 2 weeks in extreme anxiety, constant physical symptoms, panic. yesterday i woke up and i didn't feel anything. i don't feel anything and even if i can't feel it, in my mind im scared and worried. what happened to me? is this normal? did my body shut down? please help.
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losing hope
Anxiety Support / by shinnieyo
Last post
 April 21st, 2024
...See more how can i find hope? i feel like im losing my battle. i dont know where to go or what to do anymore.
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scared of life
20 & Over / by shinnieyo
Last post
 August 15th, 2023
...See more hi everyone, i apologize in advance for this depressing post. i feel so utterly hopeless. i am 21 years old, and i have lost practically all my teenage years to mental illness. i suffer from constant dissociation. i feel like even the things that have happened to me, didn't really happen/i wasn't there. now suddenly the whole world is on my shoulders. everyone around me is transitioning into adulthood, and i just cant take it. i dont feel ready at all. im expected to get a job, eventually move out and do whatever we are supposed to do. time passing scares me. seeing my parents getting older hurts me more than anything really. my younger sibling is all grown too, the world around me keeps moving and im stuck. when i tell people i feel like my life is over they laugh and tell me im still young, but i don't feel like that. i know i have been influenced by the media, it really romanticizes the teenage years as the best years of your life. now that im im my early 20s, i feel like i cant be young and careless anymore. i also dont know if i can ever snap out of my years long dissociation. i have dpdr and it's so scary. i wish i could make up for the lost time in this decade of my life but i dont even know if ill get the chance to do so. to sum it up, existential anxiety has me in a chokehold. how can i accept time passing? how can i accept that my parents aren't young anymore? if you have any experiences with dissociation, how can i make it better? is there hope for me? "class of 2013" by mitski and "stop this train" by john mayer sum this struggle of mine up pretty well. thank you if you've made it this far in my post. thank you for caring and reading. xx
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dissociation / dpdr, feeling hopeless
Trauma Support / by shinnieyo
Last post
 July 9th, 2023
...See more im really sorry for coming here and venting about this but im losing hope with every second that passes by. i have been living with constant dissociation for 7 years now. it never stops. i havent felt real or felt like the world is real around me ever since this started. i cant form relationships. i cant enjoy life. is there hope? can i get better? im devastated.
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a question
Anxiety Support / by shinnieyo
Last post
 March 22nd, 2023
...See more hi lovely people, is it okay to talk about my struggles on this forum? in a post like this? im new to this community, im not entirely sure about how everything works here yet. keep fighting, shinnie
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