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mostly just a vent i guess.
Self-Harm Recovery / by soubums
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 November 16th, 2022
...See more ive been clean for a week. i only did cuts on my stomach but i had to stop because people in the gym locker could see it. i want to cut so bad but i know some one will see it eventually what do i do. the urge is so bad i just want to chop up my arms and legs.
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i have to go meet relatives i've never met
Anxiety Support / by soubums
Last post
 December 1st, 2022
...See more in like 1-2 weeks, me, my sister and my parents are going to mexico to see relatives. i can barely talk to my family/friends and now i have to be able to speak to TONS of new strangers. on top of that, its a whole different environment and i don't speak spanish very well. i cant pronounce things right and i hardly know grammar. i really don’t want to go see them but at the same time i feel bad because they just want to meet me and i feel sick at the thought of speaking with them. its like over 15-20 new people i have to meet, and i don't think any of them speak english fluently. im trying to learn spanish more but its just heavily associated with having to travel there etc etc and it makes me want to cry. i really don’t want to go i feel like im going to just embarrass myself and make my parents mad or something. they know i feel anxious about it but they just say im being silly, im overreacting, it’ll be fine, etc etc. i want to cry.
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