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theboymoana
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PathStep 409 Compassion hearts16,369 Forum posts1,004 Forum upvotes1,737 Current upvotes1,737 Age GroupTeen Last activeApril, 2024 Member sinceFebruary 15, 2022
Bio

I surf, it’s my favorite thing.

I am deaf and learning disabled.

I love to be outside, it makes

me happiest of all ☀️


Ho’omaika’i Ke La 🤙🏾











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just hate everything about me
Depression Support / by theboymoana
Last post
 March 30th
...See more This probably get delete to because im to stupid do anything right ever even make stupid forum  but just hate every thing about me  im stupid useless  ugly burden waste space waste air waste money no one care about me  not matter  not important  Can’t do anything good  hate me so much everyone else matter more always will think im born so can suffer and be sad whole life not even my family care about me just been throw away basically because can’t bother deal with me  im worst human entire world 
Nahoa’s Pictures Live Here 📸☀️🌱💛
Hobby Zone / by theboymoana
Last post
 April 7th
...See more 💛🩵💛 Hi friends ! 💛🩵💛 take long decide should make thread for pictures I take decide finally yes will make ! need something nice have focus on 🩵 anyone allow to reply 🩵 😀 but please only Nahoa pictures 😀 Tagging some friends I can’t remember all want tag Still want you here tag or no !! @ALeXaNdEr0712  @aquaaaaa  @MistyMagic  @FaithfulZareia  @DarkerPlaces   @brilliantTurtle89  @Heather225 @AvyIsKing  @LoveMyMoonflowers   @Tinywhisper11  @lgbteario  @Sunisshiningandsoareyou  @AdrienLovesYou   @poeticmoonlight113  @wyatt182  @GoldenNest2727  @Optimisticempath
Feel like everything happen again
Trauma Support / by theboymoana
Last post
 February 26th
...See more am struggling real bad can not do anything and need thoughts stop 😭😭 is like being away my family so long now keep remembering all things that happen before that not ok 😭😭😭how things was so bad and didn’t know feel stupid stupid how they all do that stuff and let happen thought my mom love me thought because teach read write after pull me out school because she care but now remember her grab my hands don’t let sign until pick right English word on flashcards remember her get so mad I spell stuff wrong smack me remember her use tape keep pencil my hand because can’t hold that right don’t know how make letters  everything now see so bad how did not know before am stupid stupid stupid stupid can’t stop think all stuff how did not know wasn’t suppose be like that All keep do all day think stories in my head make forget all bad stuff and therapist keep say need stop think stories so much 😭can’t is only way not panic cry meltdown all day they need understand just don’t idk what suppose do all want do sh cry all day to much need it stop ☹️☹️😭😭😭☹️😞😢😭
feel left out so much
Disability Support / by theboymoana
Last post
 February 23rd
...See more i feel left out so much things other communities like challenges and stuff but because my disabilities can’t do them feel real left out because things not my fault Like challenge earn stars doing healthy things but how could earn stars can’t even sleep trauma anxiety adhd epilepsy idk what else make hard sleep usually stay up all night then nap on couch morning when foster people awake  try other challenge things never keep up just to hard for me always to much steps or to much rules not enough explain things in easy way ☹️😢people don’t understand intellectual disability developmental disability make everything lot different isn’t just need try harder is some things impossible do impossible figure out on own  wish get be part things more ☹️😭😭😢☹️
Im going be alone forever
Trauma Support / by theboymoana
Last post
 February 10th
...See more am sad going to be alone forever because everyone leaves and no one want me very long mostly people hate me and ones is nice get tired me after little bit leave me  am to much huge burden waste space 😭😭😭😭how be alone forever can even take care self will end up bad hospital place for disable people like me that have to much wrong in head 😭😭😭why am not good enough why im horrible worse kid ever wish matter to someone 😭😭😭😭😭😭 whole me broken and rotten and gross horrible worse kid no one care no one stop anyone from hurt me because not matter isn’t fair isn’t fair am so upset alone sad sad sad sad nothing good ever will happen deserve nothing nothing nothing😢😢☹️😭😢☹️😭😭😭😢☹️☹️☹️😢😢😭😭😭😭😢😭
never enough never matter
General Support / by theboymoana
Last post
 February 18th
...See more Think some people maybe never be enough no matter how hard try ?never be enough never matter ? Because think is me think never going be enough ever try so hard still not matter not even little bit 😭😭😭try because care want help people important to me just not enough for anyone whole life not enough not enough not enough not enough  why I’m not why never matter never important never good enough don’t know how be better person will always just be stupid useless burden disable kid barely even person  just trash am stupid stupid stupid ugly useless nothing trash  whole life always people hurt me teachers hurt therapist hurt family hurt friends hurt just get it ok know what person like me deserve everyone hurt me get tired get sick wonder why exist ???not my fault exist why punish just because exist when not my fault !! Did not ask be born my parents stupid because think they have 5 kids all in row easy then forever have me MAYBE WAS REASON stupid *** idiot parents maybe was sign saying STOP *** TRY BE HAPPY GOT 5 ALREADY all happens was me stupid horrible disappointment all there *** fault and still who punished NAHOA PUNISHED  not my fault here never going be enough from beginning even find out deaf first they think just deaf ok can do that then come epilepsy then intellectual disability then adhd then autism and million other thing and to much for everyone to much worst way ever life turn into game how much everyone can hurt nahoa before he give up stop trying matter   think game over am broken every one win no more heal inside just bunch pieces stuck in useless ugly stupid annoying nahoa shell 
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