Trigger!!!!

Just understand this is a trigger warning!!!!!!

soooo much has happened in my life at the young age of 18 I was sexually assaulted by 3 boys I knew!!

in my late teens early 20s I met what I thought was a kind man! I grew to trust him soooo he knew what happened asked me to move in bc I was scared to be alone! It was long before he became mentally and physically abusive towards me! we divorced!

fast forward to now I am currently married with 2 kids! Life isn’t good I stay with him bc we have kids! He has cheated multiple times! He’s an alcoholic etc!

sooo lately I guess I have been really depressed!!!