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I don't watch porn as much anymore
Addiction Support / by tin1027
Last post
 May 24th, 2022
...See more If I watch porn I might just be supporting abuse without even knowing. And I feel deep sympathy for people being abused like this. I still masturbate a lot, I now have bladder issues and I'm not sure if masturbating until I bleed or get hurt while doing it caused it constantly have suicidal thoughts. I cant help myself completely I think...I wish I had a psychologist who has the knowledge to understand that REPORTING my abuser while having a messed up justice system will not be good for me, they do not understand my situation. I've been masturbating and hurting myself the entire day, I feel extremely upset. I am scared that I'll never quit this addiction that affects me so badly. So much brain fog and stress. I wish to be free from all of this. I'm hurting so much in the inside and my body is s I c k because of constant self harm, insomnia and stress Sorry for my grammar.
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Abandonment
Personality Disorders Support / by tin1027
Last post
 May 11th, 2022
...See more I've lost a lot of people. Some died, some friendships failed and some were fake. A friend recently said that "I am lucky I lied about everything" I knew there were lies but I did not think so much was. This seems to be true...it hurts so much to think they acted like they cared about me and they were one of the people I loved the most. I am extremely lonely and upset that...not all friendships will last. Perhaps...sometimes I love people too deeply. They enjoyed it? Seeing us all getting traumatized? Me ending up having seizures, panic and anxiety attacks, my sleep schedule, just about my entire mental health state getting 2x as worse? Why would someone do this while knowing me and other people are already suffering due to abuse going on within the household. I feel so lonely and maybe I'm better off alone. Maybe im an complete loser and have little worth. I don't know but I hate myself. I'm starting to feel bitter again. I'm deeply upset about what I thought was my best friend even as a big sister is a lair, some cruel person who took an entire year of not only my life but others too. wasted our time, made us all mentally sicker.
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Help please
Depression Support / by tin1027
Last post
 May 10th, 2022
...See more I'm lonely, I hate myself. I'm 4years behind with school work because of constant abuse and now I'm shutting down struggle to do my school work, brush my teeth, get out of bed ect. Daily tasks are hard. I wanna give up. I'm losing my mind. Pls I don't know what to do. I have no close friends. I feel rejected and anxious about the future. My dad ruined my childhood I wish I could be free I wish our country cared about children like me and other children going through hell😭
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May not have aspd but I have conduct disorder.
Personality Disorders Support / by tin1027
Last post
 May 5th, 2022
...See more Anhedonia comes in waves and it's horrible. I feel anger apathy & anxiety constantly. I am so tired of it. I feel trapped... I have so many bad coping mechanisms for excessive boredom. I could do so much, and would still feel bored. Pointless, empty void with no sight to get out. Sometimes so bad that it's hard to move... that boredom that drives you mad. My conduct disorder symptoms and aspd symptoms are getting worse and I'm starting to feel despair. I need help. I don't know what to do
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Hey, if you'd would like to learn more about npd & other disorders I recommend these mental health Instagram accounts :)
Personality Disorders Support / by tin1027
Last post
 April 26th, 2022
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I need some tips on how to quit please
Addiction Support / by tin1027
Last post
 March 19th, 2022
...See more I have been addicted for a few years now and I don't know what to do on how to cut off both masturbating and porn. Normally I experience anhedonia and just plain old boredom and it's a part of an mental disorder I have so when I feel bored I feel triggered. I will either burn myself, masturbate and watch porn or sit on my phone for an unhealthy amount of time until this boredom feels lessened. Friends have shown me porn and I got used when I was a lot younger so I guessed that messed me up a bit. I have a long history of sexual trauma. This addiction is affecting me badly, I feel like hurting myself more every time after I masturbate. I struggle to think clearly and have little motivation. Ive went without it for 9 days and I could think so clearly and felt much better...and 15 days was my best but now I've relapsed multiple times and feel sick. I just want to quit. I can't have a therapist or counselor. This is my first time talking about this ever because I feel so ashamed of myself I need tips on how to quit both wituout links please I need your help
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Im suffering from low functioning depressed
Depression Support / by tin1027
Last post
 March 5th, 2022
...See more People in my personal life are underestimating how badly I need help. Why does it feel like nobody is taking me seriously. I can't function, I can't do normal daily tasks anymore. Ig some people in my personal life would rather go have a million vacations and ignore me when I could be seeing an therapist They make me feel worthless. What is going to help me now, what do even do at this point I feel hopeless
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