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tluper6491
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I can't talk to my friend
Relationship Stress / by tluper6491
Last post
 November 10th, 2019
...See more I made a truly amazing friend here but with the recent site changes I've completely lost all ability to contact them. This person was all I had, the only reason I even have to live, and now with them gone I have nobody and I'm losing my mind. I made a thread to contact her and it was deleted. I need my friend. I have no other reason to keep fighting. I don't even know what the point of this thread is except I'm lonely and miserable and going insane.
Really scared to ask
General Support / by tluper6491
Last post
 October 20th, 2017
...See more I don't know what I need to say, all my feelings are kind of raw emotions at this point I don't know how to put into words. I'm a 26 year old disabled Canadian male recluse, I got sick and crippled as a teenager and it ruined my life and I'm really losing the will to keep fighting, because it all feels pointless to me at this point. I seriously need help, but I'm too stupid to put my emotions into words and I don't know how to reach out. I don't know what to do except post this and I feel really guilty and horrible about it, both for asking and because if somebody does listen to me, I don't know what to say. The listeners I've tried, I've just been too tongue-tied to actually say anything. My brain is a mess. I'm a complete idiot. I don't know what I need exactly but I'm losing my mind and all I can do is reach out. But I'm crippled and can't work so I can't afford proper therapy, I'm useless. This is kinda the only option I have right now. I'm really sorry for the message and burden, I'm really anxious, scared and embarrassed to post this. But I don't know what to do. I'm only going to get worse. Again I'm sorry. I guess my issues would include depression, disability, anxiety, self-destructive urges, lack of motivation, loneliness, reclusiveness, self-loathing, as this message probably indicates, inability to forgive myself, insomnia, chronic pain, stuff like that. Thank you in advance and I'm sorry for the rambling message.
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