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yellowJar8135
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What does depression feel like for you
Depression Support / by yellowJar8135
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 August 19th, 2025
...See more I get an achy feeling in my chest and start to feel hopeless. My head races and I get existential about life and whether it’s worth it. I get a deep loneliness feeling and a need to be held. Then I listen to music or indulge in something to make the feeling temporarily go away. I
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i haven’t felt the same since my dog died
Grief & Loss / by yellowJar8135
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 August 11th, 2025
...See more The tiTle sounds melodramatic but I truly haven’t been able to love as hard since my dog died. She was my soul dog and passed away 2 years ago today. She died from pregnancy complications, and her babies were sold for monetary value. I never agreed with the unethical dog breeding business, so when my father subjected her to it my heart sank because I knew, with her breed, she wouldn’t survive it. 2 years later, I’m still angry with my father but more so numb. I can’t believe how he has so many women in his life and the one female that he could own and control, died in his hands. And a part of died with her. I think about you every single day. I hear you barking in my dreams, I write to you. I hope you know, I miss you Paisley.
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