Adult autisic with savant tendencies and too many mood and mental disorders to list. Seeking to understand the fundamental workings of the physical illusion as best I can to rid myself of unnecessary blockages and/or misunderstandings implanted during childhood cultural indoctrination. Has trouble connecting and sharing feelings with others due to shortage of neurons (autism) and still have many pains surrounding failed efforts in this area. Severe social anxiety, performs a little better online.