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2asadAngel
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PathStep 14 Compassion hearts375 Forum posts2 Forum upvotes2 Current upvotes2 Age GroupAdult Last activeDecember, 2021 Member sinceApril 17, 2015
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Terrified of everythin
Anxiety Support / by 2asadAngel
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 January 1st, 2022
...See more I lost my daughter in 2007 [tel:2007] when she was 5 months old to sids. Iv gone on to have two beautiful sons who are 11 and 8. My eldest son caught covid over Christmas, literally my worst nightmare as iv already lost a child and covid terrifies me and him catching covid has sent me into a spiral of anxiety it's so bad I can't switch off . My son is fine now and covid free but my mind keeps telling me something really bad is going to happen. I can't sleep or eat as I'm constantly in overdrive. I booked an appointment to see a doctor but when I was there I couldn't say why I was struggling and just said I had a bad neck even though he could see I was terrified just being out. I just needed to tell someone my anxiety is so bad. I'm still obviously able to care for my children, I'd do anything for them and on the outside I look fine but inside... inside... I'm fighting my mind and its exhausting
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terrible anxiety
Anxiety Support / by 2asadAngel
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 February 6th, 2017
...See more i have woke up feeling like i cant breathe, the pressure in my chest, my heart is racing i want to cry, after 8 years of keeping it together i feel im losing my grip. Yet in about an hour i will go out on the school, with a smile on my face once my meds have kicked with people admiring me for how "strong" i am and how they couldnt survive what i have been through. Shhhhhh dont tell them im losing my grip, i really dont want my mask to slip, i am strong, i am strong, i am strong, i am strong, i am strong, i am strong, I WILL NOT CRY!!
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