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I'm the vilest creature you know.

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The Curse. (Paedophilia)
Relationship Stress / by 6B696C6C206D65
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 April 12th, 2017
...See more First of all don't read this if you are faint of heart or suicidal. I'd prefer to not cause any pain. --- Meeting people on the street that if they knew, would love to see me tortured and killed. Knowing that you can never have what you crave. Never act on your emotions. After years of this you won't feel much at all, everything is dead inside. I've been cursed. If I could wish away my affliction I would do so in a heartbeat. This is no way to live. Being a monster. I have never done anything to act on my emotions in that regard. I never will. I don't want to hurt anyone. A month ago I tried to take my life, a cocktail of (edited by forum mentor @cristiana33 for med mentioning) and alcohol. Regrettably I woke up again in the hospital. I said all the things they wanted to hear. I wish I had died as they would want me to if they knew. I realize that this place is not for me either, so why am I'm typing this? Digital footprint perhaps? Help? There is no help to give a monster, their only use is to scare people into submission and get killed by the heroes. After all this the only thing that comes to mind is the terribly overused "What's the point?".
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