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99tillinfinity
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Drowning
Depression Support / by 99tillinfinity
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 March 4th, 2021
...See more I know drowning is a cliche word for depression but it’s seriously how I feel. I have no friends and want them but my anxiety makes it so hard to talk to people that it drains me to be at social events and talk to people. I do online school and am currently under a lot of pressure because of the work I don’t do. My mom and I have a terrible relationship and my dad just yells at me and tells me I’m lazy, disgusting, not going anywhere, etc. they also fight all the time. I smoke my day away and sleep. I just finically started keeping my room clean (it’s cluttered but not disgusting with food , plates, and trash which is the most I’ve done in a month. I have a fear I won’t graduate and I’m so hateful on myself. I had a huge thing when I went to school where I had close friends who betrayed me by talking about me , putting me in groupchats to make fun of me, cornering me at school. It got so bad I had to leave.. I feel so alone. I’m 17. Everyone says I should be grown up by now and responsible. I was diagnosed with severed depression and anxiety but my parents stopped taking me after a few weeks.
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