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...See more I was diagnosed with BPD along with a severe depression, anxiety and PTSD. I'm constantly in a battle with myself in my head and I feel like I'm going to break soon 😔 I just want to learn how to deal with these issues in a healthy way and live a normal life.. • I'm horrible at expressing my thoughts, feelings and emotions. I have so much I want to say, but when it's my turn to talk, all the words jumble up in my head and nothing comes out. My mind races and I can't focus on what I want to say. • I feel like I don't feel emotions as I should. When I hear good news, I'm "happy" but I don't feel as excited as I should. I love my family, but don't care enough to chat or check up on them. When I'm upset, everything upsets me. • My PTSD affects my sex life. I'm terrified if I'm touched too close to my privates without being stimulated first, so much so that it makes my sex drive disappear and I'm full of fear and panic. • What bothers me the most about my mental health issues is how it affects my ability to be a good mother. I love my son, I want to be there for him and with him, I want to spend all of my time with him, but I don't. I miss him, but I don't go to see him. • I have a serious addiction to my phone and marijuana. I'm on my phone 24/7 and I use marijuana daily to help me sleep and cope, but I know it's not doing anything for me besides draining my bank account.. But I can't stop.. I want to do better, feel better, be better. I not only want but need to be a good mother for my son.

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