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AVERY2SMITH
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PathStep 8 Compassion hearts29 Forum posts8 Forum upvotes9 Current upvotes9 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2020 Member sinceMay 4, 2020
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Can I ever be happy again?
Depression Support / by AVERY2SMITH
Last post
 June 22nd, 2020
...See more Is there any hope left? Can i be happy again? Whenever I try to write about my feelings, tears fill my eyes. I'm just a dust on the floor, no worth. I've been crying every single day for a month now. It hurts so much inside. It's killing me. I had suicidal thoughts but I know I can never do such things. I was the best at everything since birth. But it's like this for me . I do it perfect the first time, and soon when I do it more, I become a loser. I am a sore loser now. I am fed up. I just cry and cry. I want scream and shout but I can't. My family mustn't know I am this crazy or that I cry this much. But I think before that I might go crazy. I want a normal life. I've never had a normal life . There is so much going on. I am crying right now. I don't even know anymore what I am typing. I xjust know that I am not smart anymore, I even feel good hates me. And finally, there seems to be no hope. I'm stuck..
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