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Depression Support / by Aednat123
Last post
 June 28th, 2016
...See more Hello everyone, Well, i'm in thearpy and have been for 3 years now, almost 4 and I havent told anyone about my thoughs of suicide, eventhough thoes thoughts were mainly a long time ago, they still pop up now and then, I havent told them about my struggles to figureout my sexuality either. My mom thinks im getting better, but i'm really not, I'm so lonley, yes I have friends, but thats not the kind of lonliensss I have, I want a partner, I got out of an abusive relationship a few months ago, though I never told anyone he was abusive, and I did things with him, things im not proud of and I hate myself for it. It makes me scared to get into a relationship, but I want one so badly, thats all I want, someone to call mine. I'm currently on summer holiyday from school and this is when my depression gets worse, and i' m having a horrible time with it now, and I havent seen anyone other than my parents and family in weeks. I've stopped going to the gym, i cant even eat or shower without being forced to anymore, the only thing I do is lay on my bed or the couch and watch netflix and crochet, I just dont want to do anything and its killing me. In college I want to study to be and Educational Psycologist, but i'm worried that becuase of my mental health I cannot be what I want to be and that makes me even more depressed, I guess I love psycology because it makes me understand what is wrong with me and how to fix it, but I cant follow my own advice. I need to get my a** moving and kick the depression monster in the a** thats the only way I will get better, I want to but I feel like I cant. Thanks for listening, much love
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Depression Support / by Aednat123
Last post
 January 27th, 2016
...See more Hi, you all can call me Aednat I am 17, and I have chronic depression (dysthimia), I have had it since I was 13. I also have generlaized anxiety and mild turrets. I am panromantic asexual, I am not out to my parents, but I am at school and my friends are very supportive. I do take 20mg of Lexapro and it helps, but i'm still trying to find the right balance of meds. I have been though a lot, bullying, self-harm, and sexual abuse. I recently broke up with my boyfriend (the abuser) and im having a hard time with it. I wrote suicide notes when I was 7, but I didnt know what it was, I just knew I didnt want to be on this earth, but I've came a long way and i'm proud of that. So this is me and well, most of my story. I look forward to being part of the comunity! Hugs Aednat
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