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...See more Hi everybody. Im 17 but became belemic when I was 15 when my parents wanted me to lose a few extra pounds. I wasn't able to do it and ended up gaining tones of weight. My parents went down really hard on me and my brother and I started learning how do be balemic. I was suddenly hubgry all the time and was always thinking about food to the point where I couldn't concentrate on school work. I lost weight but couldn't stop purging so I started cutting and eventually my parents started being really harsh on me and I started thinking about suicide but I was too scared to do it. I'm a very quiet person who has major trust issues and can't talk to anyone. Even this is hard for me but I'm becoming so scared of myself and so dependent on food that my marks are bad in school. I used to be super healthy, running half marathons and triathlons but now I'm unhealthy and my heart and head hurts all the time. My parents figured out what I was doing when I started hiding food in my room and they took me to a therapist and I stopped for 3 months but then it started again but my parents think I'm all better. I don't want to involve them again but I really need help cuz it's ruining my life and I don't know how to stop. I need a partner or some tips on how to overcome this. It feels like I've tried everything and I'm feeling so hopeless. Thanks you for reading this. Alise

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