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Aloneeeeee
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Black Hole
Depression Support / by Aloneeeeee
Last post
 April 27th, 2019
...See more When I think about my depression, I think of it as a black hole. Big, powerful and overpowering I feel like Im standing at the edge of it My foot just barely grazing the inside While the hole pulls me A force so strong... So violent And finally... It wins. I fought, I fought hard to pull back But the force was to strong It is too strong Now I am trapped Surrounded by darkness Alone... Afraid...Trapped But I am not afraid of the darkness I am afraid of being trapped here Forever. No one knows and no one will ever know Whats its like to be trapped in your own... Personal Black Hole.
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Trapped In My Mind
Depression Support / by Aloneeeeee
Last post
 April 29th, 2019
...See more I honestly feel like Im trapped by my own mind. I over think everything, Im always unhappy and I can never just enjoy something. When I look in the mirror I feel like Im looking at a twisted distorted face, when I here people talking I hear the words ugly even when no one is talking about me. I wont go to games or anything because Im afraid of what people will think of me. My mind is just a huge cage and Im stuck I cant do anything without feeling anxiety, I get a panic attacks all the time and Im just tired. This all started freshman year of high school, before that I was pretty happy. Freshman year was the worst I was always crying, thinking I was ugly hating my self and felt useless. I had terrible thoughts and I wanted to hurt my self but I was scared... I didnt want to die but I didnt want well I dont even know. I was just so unhappy and I felt so alone. Even in my sadddness I managed to put on a mask for my friends who couldnt even tell something was wrong as I slowly but surely spiraled into a deep dark depression. My best friend was there for me but not my family. In fact my family made things worst, never trying to help me out; saying things that hurt me more. I had so many people around me but I still felt so alone.... I wonder, how does that work?
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