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...See more This to me is a huge step , confessing something Id never tell anyone but my mom. My first time was not very fun or memorable honestly but that was my introduction to sex but I had no knowledge of the consequences. Once I told my mother decided I was old enough and found out about my first time she put me on a 3 year implanted birth control. I honestly wish I never got it. When it came to sex I had the mindset that condoms were meant to prevent babies .. I didnt even take a minuet to think how easy it is to contract an STD. I have had sex with 6 different men and I have no idea who I got it from besides my first time because it was also his. I believe my STD came from my second sexual partner and he never told me . Me and him always kept things on a level where we only talked to each other if it was about sex , a friend with benefits really. I continued on with my life and I believe I have infected the last 4 men Ive been with. One has accused me of it but I denied due to the fact I never thought it could happen to me. Then another I was in a relationship with and I found out at that time for the first time ever from the hospital and told him that I have it and so does he . I am young and dumb and I feel so ashamed of myself . Why didnt I ever go get checked ? Why did I think this would never happen to me ? . To this day I still have it and I feel so trapped !!!! . I saw the signs but didnt know what kind of signs they were <\3 the worst part about it is it makes me so anxious when interacting

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