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AnonymousBluesilver
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PathStep 8 Compassion hearts16 Forum posts11 Forum upvotes17 Current upvotes17 Age GroupAdult Last activeDecember, 2019 Member sinceMay 4, 2016
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Last minute Deep cleaning
Journals & Diaries / by AnonymousBluesilver
Last post
 July 21st, 2019
...See more These past week have been slowly wearing me down. I have to be up early morning 5am, and theres a lot of cleaning that needs to be done. Im currently deep cleaning—taking a quick break/venting hoping it helps motivate me to finish everything by tonight. Ive been slacking in the cleaning department—sleeping more often but with low energy barely enough to make the kids food and watch them. Maybe Im depressed idk.
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Everyone thinks I
Anxiety Support / by AnonymousBluesilver
Last post
 March 3rd, 2018
...See more which I dont think I am. Im just not as confident and lack social skills, so Im feeling a bit left out. Its my own fault for being invited and declining offers bc of my own hang ups. Plus I know itll overwhelm me at the end of the day and Ill regret it later. My sisters and me are very different, it often brings out a lot of my insecurities. So I avoid social gatherings if I can.
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Niece is still purging, need help
Eating Disorder Support / by AnonymousBluesilver
Last post
 June 20th, 2017
...See more I just found my nieces bucket of vomit in the shower, so disappointed in her. We're been down this road where she hides her vomit somewhere, I find it, she gets defiant, and I let her mom know and nothing gets done. Repeat. I told her to show her mother and tell her what she is doing. But She tells me "It doesn't matter if I tell her--I'll just clean up my mess" Only difference now is I have her phone this time and she is just the same only decides to go outside feeling sorry for herself and I'm guessing scratches her leg--hasn't cut herself yet. Either way I'm at the end of my rope and just want to give up on her--have her ruin her teeth maybe let nature do the work for me. Since she promises change, but doesn't follow through which is insane Bc this girl is amazingly smart and when she is given a task at school will be diligent to get it done. We've even allowed her to make her own healthy meals if she stopped. But I'm still hoping that maybe if I reach out for real advice from people who have a better understanding than I do can help.
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