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...See more Hello everybody. I am in need of support. I am currently struggling academically (5th year of a 3 year programme), with only 1 exam and my thesis standing between me and graduation. I have been suffering with anxiety which has only gotten worse with the years plus I believe I may have developped depression. I am tired and I'm already past the bottom of the barrel. I feel awful most of the time and (TW: SUICIDE) I have started developping suicidal thoughts and intentions. I want to go to therapy real bad, yet I am financially dependent on my parents who do not believe I need help, yet have "agreed" to send me to therapy once I graduate. Which is an issue for me since my anxiety comes from my studies. Today I failed my last exam once again. I can try it other times, yet my parents were so convinced I was going to pass it that it was a huge letdown. They look so disappointed in me they can't even bear to look at me and do not lose a moment to remark how let down they were. I want to crawl into a hole and disappear, or even better die. All I ask is some support. I am surrounded by people that feel like they hate me. I consider myself a huge disappointment and disaster already, all I am looking for is a little simpathy and for people to tel me that everything will be alright. Because right now I do not believe that a single bit.

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