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Ayjay112
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Idk why I'm even on here...

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The only thing keeping me here
Addiction Support / by Ayjay112
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 July 18th, 2021
...See more What if the only thing keeping me Alive is intravenous drug use. I can quit anytime I want I don't feel dependent on drugs however if I stop and just let my thoughts have full reign I'm not sure I'd make it to the end of next week.
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Hi.. I'm Andrew.
Newbie Hub / by Ayjay112
Last post
 May 26th, 2021
...See more I deal with thoughts of suicide daily and extreme depression. If my eyes open in the morning my first thought is disappointment that I'm still alive. I self medicate by injecting meth in hopes it will get me one of these days. Not much else to say.
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