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...See more I did write a long post but somehow it deleted! Basically my girlfriend and I of 4 years just broke up a month ago. I'm really struggling. It was the fortnight from hell. We'd been having problems a while due to me being depressed due to unemployment. I was withdrawn and distant. Moody and sometimes just plain unpleasant. Well, she'd had enough. We've never broken up before and I really wanted to work on the relationship knowing a job would resolve all the issues. She didn't. She let me go with no option to resolve things down the line. It's been 3 weeks and not so much as a word from her. That hurts as she knows I was fragile. Yet no concern from her in the least. That makes me feel worthless. It was so hard after we broke up. My cat got run over. The exhaust fell off my car. Wheel bearing and both cv joints went. I've been financially scrabbling to keep myself afloat after she kicked me out in the space of a few hours and leaving me totally to fend on my own. I am managing. I have two jobs. But they pay monthly and I'm awaiting my first paycheque. Been very difficult. We were sharing bills and she has a VERY good well paid job. Luckily I had my own house to go back to. The place reminds me of her. It's left how we redecorated and restructured it to be OUR HOME. Everything is a reminder. I have no friends and no family that care a damn about me. I work silently alone. I sit at home alone. I'm 34. Both parents are dead. Anyway that's my story. Hello.

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