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BackyardRoses
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Anxiety Support / by BackyardRoses
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 December 6th, 2019
...See more I suffer from anxiety and depression, theres no lie there. There are some days when Im at the top of the world wondering, why do I need 7cups? I wont feel like that again... things will get better. Then there are the days when the tiniest thing kicks everything over in a split second... Im just standing there in shock looking down at the mess in front of me. Hard to breath, hard to concentrate... blaming myself for making that mess. This week is one of those weeks. I go through a variety of emotions in seconds because my anxiety puts my mind through all these different hypothetical situations. Sometimes, they arent hypothetical. My best friend and my brother drink almost every day, and when they drink they start spewing their truth more and more... they tend to get mean about it. I was already going through my own battles prior to this week and theyve gone and blamed me for everything. Ive been thinking how stupid I was and was blaming myself all week... they just help confirm my anxiety thoughts correct. Everyone says they dont understand what Im going through, so they cant help. Some call my anxiety a weakness, and that Im weak and Ill never be good enough to do anything... maybe they are right...
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