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Bambilambs1102
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PathStep 2 Compassion hearts10 Forum posts6 Forum upvotes3 Current upvotes3 Age GroupAdult Last activeJuly, 2022 Member sinceFebruary 22, 2021
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Relationship Stress / by Bambilambs1102
Last post
 April 8th, 2021
...See more So I (20F) and this man (21M) were dating and last night around 11:50 ect he had a heart attack and I was so worked up I wanted to leave my first shift at my new job and go see him. This morning we were texting and he said we needs some space to work on himself and wanted to end things, I think I managed to just let us stay as friends but I can’t stop reliving last night. And I feel so mad at God right now for letting this happen to the best guy I have dated who is also ex-army. I’m just so lost in all the new stuff and I really didn’t have much time to process the heart attack that he survived and I just want to hold his hand through it but it’s not what he wants. I really wish I could be there for him and I said if he needed anything to not hesitate to text or call.
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What do I even do
Family & Caregivers / by Bambilambs1102
Last post
 March 17th, 2021
...See more Im 20 years old no job because of the pandemic Im applying to places and applied at Amazon. I just got my 3rd EIP from the IRS and my mom demanded half i really could have used that money for my savings and to get work clothes as I don’t have shirts that I can wear to my position at Amazon she is supporting me financially rn but I have this feeling that she’s just taking it bc she’s md she doesn’t get any this round amd I feel bad but also I need that money for gas bc she doesn’t pay me for my gas and we’ve had other issues of toxicity and ignoring my feelings and words. I just feel like it’s always a losing battle bc she’s the parent and she’s supporting me and uses my money I received from the irs to control me
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Toxic household
Family & Caregivers / by Bambilambs1102
Last post
 March 5th, 2021
...See more I know I’m living in a toxic relationship with my mom and I don’t know what to do. My dad lives a few hours away and his gf is allergic to cats and I have one and I don’t want to leave him at my moms. We fight constantly on personal issues and usually it’s just verbal abuse and threats but sometimes she physically threatens me. Today I started crying Bc I was so upset Bc I was trying to offer to cook by asking if the chicken breasts in the fridge was still good to eat and she said in a bitchy and annoyed tone “no toss them out, I’m getting ready to cook dinner.” As she was doing dishes. I really don’t antes to help out so she could do some work and she just shot me down and. For years it’s been like this and it’s so hard to have a good life for me when I feel unwanted and unloved and like she doesn’t even accept me as her child. For years it’s always you need to work on your grades or you need to do more chores. I have been diagnosed with ADHD in kindergarten it was so severe. Once I’d start doing good with my grades then I’d be slacking on chores or vice versa. I never felt like her child I felt like an orphan in my home. As a kid she and my dad when they were married would go through my phone for no reason and I felt like they didn’t trust me and I still feel that way. She always uses money and my car as a way to keep me hostage and do what she wants. I’m just really hurt and I don’t know if I should feel that way or if I’m just making it up and overreacting.
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TW: Cars, and related dangers with manic driving
Anxiety Support / by Bambilambs1102
Last post
 March 1st, 2021
...See more For as long as I’ve been riding in a car and it really got worse when my parents started getting into accidents just little fender benders but I become overly anxious and frightened and my other symptoms include cold sweats, tingling, muscle cramps, aggressive back seat driving, shortness of breath, and sometimes panic attacks/ randomly crying. I can not ride with other people like my parents or friends I have to drive myself and even when I see someone excessively speeding for ex. if it’s a 60pmh zone speeder would be doing 80+ and if they tailgate I get really upset and anxious and my mom always complains that I’m being difficult and says I’m doing it Bc I think she’s a bad driver but it’s not even just that it’s the other cars around us and even just sitting in a parking lot I watch people and I get anxious that someone speeding or not paying attention will hit a child or pedestrian or another car even and I just don’t know what to do to help calm me down from doing some research I believe it’s a phobia called amaxophobia fear of being a passenger
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