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BeautifulLetdown
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PathStep 11 Compassion hearts157 Forum posts29 Forum upvotes45 Current upvotes45 Age GroupAdult Last activeJanuary, 2026 Member sinceJanuary 18, 2017
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I’m just a background character in life🫤I have few friends and they don’t even visit. I’m floating through life like a ghost. I have small moments of some semblance of happiness then all too soon they fade away! And apparently I don’t have a personality that can sustain a conversation or new friends!😑 Even in the group chats I inevitably fade away and end up watching everyone chat it up like old time friends that’s probably why I’m alone🤔 go figure the one thing I thought I had (personality) I actually don’t.

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Going out
Depression Support / by BeautifulLetdown
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 March 27th, 2025
...See more Saturday I took my son to the circus he loved it! Even took a picture with a snake!!! That day I had to gain motivation to go out and I’m happy I did! He enjoyed it so much! He’s autistic and I was worried he’d have an issue with the noise which in the beginning he did he was covering his ears but his fun level exceeded his sound sensitivity! I had a good time too! 😊 I think because he was singing and participating with the announcers when he told the kids to scream and wave their colorful wands and swords! He does not participate like that usually so that made me happy 😊 I know he was engaged! Yeah I’m definitely happy I took him!
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Birthday letdown
Depression Support / by BeautifulLetdown
Last post
 April 9th, 2025
...See more I’m a single mother of a 4 yo who just turned 40 I invited 30 of who I thought were friends who would show up I paid $3000 for a venue and tours and my sister invited 70 people and only 8 people showed up… prior to having my son I had lots of so called friends and now that I’m a mother I bought a house thinking I can have friends come over instead of invites to places because it may not be kid friendly and I’ve had I small get together and even family is like your house is too small so now I just sit home everyday no visits only calls from my sister and her 1 year old and my friend Kevin …I’m losing this battle fast…my depression is at an all time high especially since my kids father is MIA after he said he wanted kids by me so there’s that. And at 40 I’m like man nobody is going to want to deal with a 4 year old with autism he’s a great kid…but I get it at 40 who wants small kids my kid was unexpected do to the fact that I was told I couldn’t have kids. He’s all I’m living for at the moment but idk how long that’s going to last!
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